Monday, November 16, 2009

Ha..haa..haaa

Dear blog..

Hi, this week i've being sent to 3 different places for work, well it's tiring but interesting. At least more people i know and not having boring day like previous week. Well as long as the place is reachable for me i don't really mind.

Well almost each night that i work this week i took some painkiller after i back from work, well i actually want to avoid from falling sick, end up i sleep earlier hahaha. Its not good for my health thou, i think i should stop doing that.

FYP title being dropped left freaking hard title, should i took it? i don't know, my partner seems like want to drop.. may be i should go discuss with co-ordinator...

Next week i don't know where i will be sent to work, but next week i'll apply for my break...

This week... wonder what will lies ahead hahahaha..
interesting.....


That's all.. thank you~





H.A

Sunday, November 8, 2009

Perfect Weekend

Dear blog..

Working on weekend is tiring, hahaha first day for each week is great, but next 2 days is really hell~~ well may be i'm getting old? hahahaha
This 3 days, fri till sun, lot of things happen n lot of things i've learn. i learn about people, i learn about how things goes around and i learn about my self... well there still lot of other things i need to learn, hahaha i will continue learning it n digest it slowly into my brain~ :P

i will learn more about her too, hehehe . how much i know about her right now is enough for me to accept her into my heart well that at least i can say now, may be there's things i will not like about her soon, but i will accept it with open heart and i know there also might be lot of things she will hates about me soon haha but that i will let her to decide what to do, ^^
i miss her...

that's all, thank you



H.A

Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Well...

Dear blog,

This trimester, ill be with my subjects, final year projects and my part time at the weekend. I wonder how i will go through this trimester, i wonder what waiting me ahead. It might get messy or might get better, but i don't mind, most of things around me always turn in to a mess but most of the time at the time i think i was giving up and no more option left for me to survive, there always be salvation, hahahaha. Yeah the salvation is not as good as i planned out but somehow it always make things better than worse. Well i actually thankful for that.. Right now there also someone supporting me, here in my heart. I can't keep from smiling when with her, hahahaha i wonder why, but i feel really comfortable around her. "Thank you for being there for me" that i wan to say to her now. Yes she's not around me, but she's here deep inside my heart thou hahahaha. We keep in touch from phones and messenger since we can't really see each other often. Well it just a begining for us, new begining i guess, but i don't care what or how things will turn out to be, but now at least we're happy ^^.

that's all for now~
thank you ^^




H.A

Monday, November 2, 2009

Hi~

Dear Blog..

Hello,
Between the interval of my last post, so many things had happened. I start working on my part time every weekend, met knew people and try new things. Well my life isn't like 360' changed, its more like 5' hahahaha just kidding~

Well my part time job, quite tired since they don't allocate me yet at fixed place, so i rush different place for these 2 week. One whole day standing and promoting stuff and met with many people makes me learn more things. My communication skills a lil bit rusty thou hahahaha, well it's all about confidence thou. Anyway i might still have 6 weeks more left to me, i hope they stationed me to nearer place to pj, coz i hope to get home by 10, hahaha.

Love life.... she's great girl, i only can cheer her up from far now, hahaha i should not interfere too much since she's with her bf hahahaha. But i really like her, ^^...yeah i know i breaking my own rules, Rule #4 never involved with other's gf... but...... hahaha never mind, just let time decide everything. (Goshhhh i miss her so much!!!!)

studies...well things always not going so well but still i'm surviving.... hope that i could faster graduate~ they keep changing the system as they like..... demm~~

well that's all for now,
thank you.





H.A


Saturday, October 17, 2009

List Of Car I've Already try~ ^^

Hahahaha since i don't really have anything to post for a while, so now i'm posting about cars~~ here the list of car that i had drive at least once kekeke and cars i wish to try..

the car that i've drive:




The very first car i drove, my dad's car. The mitsubishi gallant 1987 i guess.
the car was nice, but since it's an old car, the alignment is off. The great thing about this car is the engine had being upgrade from standard 1.6l to custom 1.8l, and at 1st gear i can speed up to 60kmph hahaha since i'm just an amateur driver, i feel awesome with that =,= please don't shoot me~ but the car is now gone, my dad change t satria neo 1.3....



This i think i drove once, Proton Satria, my friend's car. he mod's a lil bit but i don't really know what had he done with his car, it's nice n fast, 1.6 L engine i guess hahaha now he change to Proton Persona 1.6L and upgraded to turbo.. well i don't dare to drive that one =,="




Chevrolet Aveo, my sis car. I drive once, normal car with 1.6L engine. Well the first AT transmission car that i drove.



Can be considered 2nd car i drove. my elder brother's car produa kancil 4 gear hahaha whn it's around 90kmph the car start to shakes and i was 16 or 17 that time so i don't have gut to go over that when the car shakes...


New perodua kancil, 5 gear and can go more than 90kmph without the car shakes. well this car i drove few times, for my driving test n going around. My elder sis n elder bro have this car, but my elder sis change to produa myvi, haven't touch that car yet~ hahaha.


Ok let see car i wish to drive:
almost all of these car is out of my hand to reach hahahaha


Nissan Datsun S30Z


Toyota AE86


Nissan GTR R35


Mitsubishi Lancer Evo X


Buggati Veyron
(this is the most impossible out of impossible car)

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Hurry-cane

Well, i've just finish my final paper for this trimester, it's sucks! ok that's just intro~ haah faster let me finish la studi!! tired dy~~~~

hurm...love life... failed!! at the time i was about getting rid of uneasy feeling with her n to be with her again, and again she want an end of it. summore asking in normal like it was nothing..... whatever reason she have, i don't really care anymore, close book and burn everything, u want an end, so i give u. i'm tired playing games like this...i might turn to person who have lost feeling because of this. i hope she could tell me sooner, so i don't create more memory with her... for the first time ever, i am really fucking pissed about this. So all these time it was just fantasy n dream? haha thanks anyway...

life.....fuck it up, i don't give a damn about anything anymore

p/s: i rarely hate ppl and pray for ppl misfortune,but this time, i won't feels like tht anymore. hope she'd learn some lesson in hardway n makes she regret each second tht pass.


Friday, September 18, 2009

Not in the mood

It's been 2 days i'm here, in my hometown.. just now i check for my coursework, only 1 were announced, and it's terrible... there's no other way for me except to score the final paper.... and it's math-like paper..along with that, i was scheduled to have math paper after the paper...omg...math is my nature enemy.... i've shouldn't take this path T,T but it's too late to regret, i must fight over this path.........

it's gonna be long battle after this holiday..... if everything's turn out well, i might be graduating as i planned..huhuhu....

there's lot more words i would like to put here, but this is just for now since i not in the mood anymore....




Gabby say: "master u stupid, go study!! it's no use bicth'n here!!"
I say: " WTF!! this gerbil is TALKING!!!"